The Sky Might Fall.

On me: Limited Edition Electric pink Juicy Tube, borrowed Rock&Smith sweater, and no pride what-so-ever! HAHAHA.

I hate crying.  It's hurts emotionally and physically.  I sum enough courage just to be your friend, but when it feels like I'm not even important anymore, it's pushing it.  It's no one's fault, people move on.  Certain things mean more to others and clearly less to the remaining.  My mind is made out of millions of confetti pieces that have been thrown into a gust of wind.  Obviously I'm not in a state where I can make judgements on my decisions.  If I could tell of everything in my mind, I would, but I do what I do so no one gets hurt but me.  That's not my intent.  My intent is to be selfless, but I hate bottling things up.  I've always spoke what's on my mind whether in a blunt fashion or indirectly.  I think I just wanted to let you know the reason why it's so much harder is because it's hard to push away the person I have had feelings for. Not because of your exterior, but because I know who you really are.  At least I believe I do. From your quirks to being able to understand me.  I try my best to be the best friend I could be and put myself in a position of what a friend would do.  A month ago when I was depressed, I told myself I'll live my life whether or not you're in it, but looking at you being more happy with others distracted me from my goals.  I don't think I can actually move on without you knowing and I feel like the only possible way I can let go is to not be friends anymore(Not that I want that to happen). So when you do read this, you'll know, and finally I can be liberated.  You'll know why from day one put you on my pedestal.  Don't worry though, that pedestal is gone, you still major in my world, but for different reasons.  Even though it's hard for me not to see you "everyday to every other day" it does help.  Actually it helps a lot.  You're a nomad, and so am I. No kidding, how many people have we been through?! LOL.  I guess in the end, I just hope I don't lose you as a friend, or that I won't let myself lose you as a friend. You're definitely a keeper. As corny as I am, I don't know how anyone puts up with it. HAHAHA. OH WOW. I can't believe I just typed all that.  WOOT woot. I'm FINALLY DONE!  Dooohhnng Stop ME, I'm going to rule the world. I think I'm ready to let go.  At least for now! =)

Influenced: I wish I had reading glasses.

Hullo! HAPPY VALENTINES! So, I picked up Influence by MKO and AO.  It took me a while to get up off my lazy ass and run to Chapters for this particular item.  Every night I've been reading it religiously!  The book is divided into little Bio/Interviews with people who have influenced -for the lack of a better word- the twin's lives up till now, at the age of 22 (I believe).  I still have quite a bit to learn in this crazy, vast world of pop culture and fashion.  I must admit, I wish I started sooner, I feel like there's not enough time for immersing.  

I was showing my friend Jak&Jil the other, hoping she would share the same love of all things 5 inches tall, but sadly, it was a failed attempt.  It's okay, I realized you can't push things on people, they have to learn to love it themselves (HA, there goes my life lessons).  

 Anyway,  I hope I can post more interesting adventures and what-not soon!  I know some great spots in Vancouver and I finally have a camera! Next month I'm heading over seas to my home away from home! No, not China, that's my dad's home away from home.  Bye. 

(On Me: Wilfred Cardigan, UO Joker Tshirt, AA denim skirt, H&M tights, Aldo shoes)

Flashback, time to Rewind.

Flashback to ELEMENTARY! Mid-split hair, generic (non-brand-statement) clothing, and comfy leggings. I'm really digging my mid-split, not so much my lazy outfits. I dream of the day we have perfect weather, in dreary Vancouver.  Am I the only person who thinks a winter jacket ruins an outfit? Well, I guess I wouldn't say all outfits, but I'm always dying to see what's underneath. I do like to rock my leather jacket on most days.  Bye bye for now. 

On Me: BFF's AA hoodie, TNA leggings.

Stock Up and Breathe.

First post! Anyway, I'm currently keeping this under construction until this summer. I'll make sure to take lots of pictures and study a bunch before I make my first official post!